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12:37 a.m. | 2002-09-01 | .

i want you to understand that i do NOT want to leave, but you make me feel like i'm slowly sliding down the deck of the motherfucking titanic, about to meet an icy cold fate. i don't know what to do, and it sounds like you're too afraid to think about it. maybe i am, too.

i want you to stop judging me just because i don't do what you do. no, really. shut the fuck up and understand that the choices and mistakes we make are to be dealt with hands-on by no one but ourselves. passing off the buck to another person is a bitchass way to go out. you know full well that denying it ever happened does NOTHING except make you an even bigger fake. tell the truth. shame the devil.

yo, why don't you see that your attitude STINKS and you're just making folks dislike you more? build a bridge and get the fuck over yourself, already.

just know that if i had known, i would have done better.

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