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okay, now that i've got the time to rant or whatever clever word there is for spilling my guts... i don't want to. because i'm kinda embarrassed. the same dumb shit is going on for the most part. i'm waiting on the strength to walk away from it all. not even like it'll just land in my lap, but i expect that i'll just one day see that "ready" light, like with a waffle iron or some shit, and bam! i'll be ready to do what i gotta do. but maybe not. i'm such a damn fence sitter, i hate it. but i wouldn't be me if i did anything else. i gotta be me, right? no matter who i'm becoming, or who i once was, i'll always be me. it's amazing how just a few seconds ago i decided that i no longer wish to write about the aforementioned points of discussion. *shifting focus* avoidance is, like ... stupid. just be you, live your life, do your thing. don't hide that from ppl. less and less, i'm liking what i write/ type. this is a problem.
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