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2:34 am | 03.11.02 | i find it hard to say

i really don't know what to say. it's happening more & more lately, bothering me, making me feel like this brain of mine is going to waste.

i envision it just falling apart little by little, until one day i have a brain avalanche & i stop functioning altogether.

bah.

i want my own apartment. i really think that a big part of my mental blockage comes from not being able to do what i want to in my own space. this will be worked on in the coming year -- it is my goal to, by the start of summer 2003, at least have a job that'll afford me the opportunity to get my own digs.

wish me luck.

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