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12:19 am | 25.12.02 | christmas.

i dunno if you guys & gals will notice, but ... i keep adding links. like, at least one a day, lol.

anyway.

my thoughts are jumbled. this whole christmas thing is really annoying, it's adding to the endlessly expanding pile of stuff that is my thoughts. i need my own space. but i need more money, first. MONEY. god, you'd think that with a full time job & a wicked pay increase that i'd be able to get my shit together & find my own jawn... nope.

i'm playing catch up. this sucks immensely. i gotta find a roommate or a bootleg hookup... something. even if i get a house w/ some ppl. something. anything.

i prefer my own, though. the only person i could ever live with is probably... not yet a part of my life. oh well. i guess i gotta just like suck it up & work somethin out.

in other news, i wonder where the heck dave is. no new blog entries, no e-mail... i bet hilton head was so wonderful he's decided to stay forever & ever ...

this is just random babblage. but it feels good to get some of this shit outta my head. anyways... i think i should go to sleep.

i've forgotten what christmas is really supposed to mean, vs. what ppl claim it should.

i'm no grinch, i just want fuckers to be real.

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