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yo. on the real, i'm not ready for a relationship. it took me *how* long to tell crushboy what i feel? i can barely commit to seeing karen for lunch or something -- i very well can't be anyone's girlfriend, you know? i just need to chill out & experience folks. as a matter of fact, telling slim what i think made me see that. so i'm glad i said it. i just pray that he isn't alienated by my having spoken up... attn, crushboy, if you're reading this: i just thought i'd speak on my feelings. i'm not tryna marry you or make babies or anything. both you & i know that i'm not even close to being ready for a relationship right now. i just wanted you to know that i'm really quite fond of thee, & that's that. i know some ppl might wonder why i'd even bother if i didn't want anything more than to be upfront w/ you, but that's just how i roll. i thought you needed to know. oh, y'all... remember what i wrote about sexual tension yesterday? that tightness in my shoulders is the result of the damn common cold. fucka sexual tension, there are germies in my body tryna take over. a sista needs to hold down the motherfuckin fort...
ps -- happy birthday, chris! may 23 be good to you. love ya lots.
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