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honestly speaking here. i was reading the secret language of birthdays & looking @ my charts on astro dot com & i realized that maybe i overdo it. i am too sweet, too accomodating, too much. i give too much of me & don't take any of other folks sometimes, & that makes my life difficult. like, i was thinkin about zay & how things fell apart w/ him. all i can say is that i knew better than to do more than half the shit i did. but i did it in the name of love, in the name of being good to him. i'll take over if you give me the chance. for real. but all you gotta do is say no; i'll back off, it won't matter as much. however. he never said no. can i be blamed for that? i'll have to ask him when we continue our relationship post-mortem. i can't beat myself up abou that shit. this kinda annoys me. always does. maybe i should go lie down. i got work on monday, can't have a jacked up body clock... peace.
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