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I am not: trying hard enough I hurt: when you hurt me I love: isaiah. I hate: self-involved bullshitters, feeling helpless I fear: spiders, fire, car accidents, losing my loved ones. I hope: that everyone will be happy & safe always. I crave: his touch I regret: more than i would like to I care: most of the time. I always: worry. I long: for my own space I feel alone: right now I listen: to music, to what i say, to what you say. I hide: my feelings (often) I drive: myself crazy. I sing: whatever i want, almost whenever i want. I dance: when the mood hits. I write: lots of cool shit. I breathe: to calm the fuck down. I play: games with my own head. I miss: so many ppl & things, i can't keep track. I search: for clarity. for sleep. for reciprocity. I learn: every day. I feel: like somebody is watching me. I know: nothing compared to what i wanna know. I say: nothing. sometimes. I fail: more often than i'd like to. I dream: of delicate kisses I wonder: if anyone reads this shit unless i instruct them to do so. I want: warmth & security. I worry: too much, but also not enough. I wish: i had my own place. I fight: with myself. I wait: for patience. I need: attention. all of the fucking time. I am: lenée I have: myself, & that's just the start.
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