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8:08 am | 30.09.02 | anyone out there?

sometimes i wonder ...

does anyone read this, aside from moi?

i know someone has read it, otherwise i wouldn't have sigs in my guest book, but... who the fuck reads this thing? i really think i'm being rather self-serving here and nobody else gives a hot wet shit.

but then again, i may be wrong, in which case, i didn't mean to offend u cats and kittens who read my diary. lately, i'm thinking a lot about whether or not the shit even matters...

i sometimes feel like my own diary is just a regurgitation of some others i've seen, that my thoughts are unoriginal. so perhaps i ought not read other peoples' jawns. remember that my thoughts are mine and no one else's. another writer's voice might recall some of my own concepts, but they'll never be me...

damn my rambles.

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